Cumartesi, Haziran 24, 2006

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İnsanlar anlamsız bir coşku ve aceleyle koştururken, onların bakışlarını yakalamanın keyfine daldı. Onlara bakarken onların ritmine uyduğunu, belki onlardan tek farkının amacın eksiliği olduğunu fark etti. Bu da dışarıdan fark edilemeyeceğinden kendisi gibi birilerinin de onun bakışlarını yakalayıp yakalamadığını, onun gibi gözlem yapıp yapmadığını merak etti. Bu düşünce ilk anda sinirlendirdi onu. Doğal olarak insanların diğerlerine yukarıdan bakmasından hoşnut değildi. Yaşayan tüm canlıların anlamsız bir keşmekeş içine çekildiği bu dünyada, bir de kendileri sanki bunun dışındaymış gibi yaşayanlara hiçbir zaman hoş gözle bakmamıştı. Adımlarını sıklaştırdı, soğuk havayı iyice içine çekti. Sıkılmıştı insanlardan.



You Are Italian Food



Comforting yet overwhelming.

People love you, but sometimes you're just too much.

hayatta yapılacak bu kadar çok hata varken...


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Bıktım artık...






In a Past Life...



You Were: A Greasy Sailor.



Where You Lived: Peru.



How You Died: Dysentery.




Slow and Steady



Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.



They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.



It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.



They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.




You Have A Type B+ Personality



You're a pro at going with the flow

You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer

A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.



While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.

Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done

You're passionate - just selective about your passions




All American Kid



Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.



You were well rounded and well liked in high school.




You Will Die at Age 64



You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...

And how you'll die as well.




Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve




You Are Apple Green



You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.

And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.

You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.

Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.




Your Blog Should Be Green



Your blog is smart and thoughtful - not a lot of fluff.

You enjoy a good discussion, especially if it involves picking apart ideas.

However, you tend to get easily annoyed by any thoughtless comments in your blog.




You Communicate With Your Body



This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.

You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.

Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.

A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!




You Are Indigo



Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent.

Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you.

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